FERNE McCann burst into tears as she revealed her relationship lows on Celebrity SAS: Who Dares Wins last night.
The TV personality, 32, is taking part in Channel 4’s gruelling series alongside the likes of EastEnders actress Maisie Smith and boxer Shannon Courtenay.
Ferne, who got engaged to boyfriend Lori Haines in July, told viewers: "I'm terrible in relationships. I don't think I've ever had a healthy relationship.
"I start dating someone, and it's very much all or nothing. Either they are dead to me and I cut them off or I'm obsessing. I need that reasurrance."
She first became emotional in last night's episode after she accidentally fired at the wrong opponent when the recruits were tasked with testing their weapon training.
SAS soldier Mark ‘Billy’ Billingham tried to calm her down, but she replied: "I’m just so royally f****d and done. My head was all over.
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"I’m sick of crying, I’m not good at it."
During her recruit interview she shared her reasons for signing up to the tough show after Mark asked why she had broken so easily.
Sobbing, the First Time Mum star said: "Out of everything I'm like right, I rekon my mind is going to be one of my strengths.
"But I wasn't really sure what I was doing and I didn't really understand."
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He also wanted to delve into her past, and she replied: "I feel like I had quite a normal childhood.
"It wasn't a struggle and then my parents split up as a teenager. I definitely was naughty, I rebelled, I was a live wire. Definitely confident."
She continued: "People see me as a reality star and it really bugs me when people say I have no talent.
"But I’ve always wanted to impress and do good because I’ve got so much self-doubt. I really just want to start believing in myself."
This series of Celeb SAS was filmed last year within months of Ferne, who is mum to daughter Sunday, four, embarking on a romance with Dubai-based jeweller Lorri, 30.
'SUCKER FOR LOVE'
Ferne has famously had a rocky love life, with The Sun exclusively revealing she had split from DJ Jake Padgett after they spent the second lockdown together.
After the split the TV personality revealed she still wanted to find her happily ever after but admitted she falls for men too easily.
Ferne told The Sun: "I am such a sucker for love – I love love so much, and of course I want to find my happy ever after."
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Before that she was in a relationship with jailed acid attacker Arthur Collins, whom she shares her daughter Sunday with.
Arthur is currently serving a 20-year prison sentence at Woodhill Prison, Milton Keynes, after carrying out an acid attack at a London nightclub in 2017 which saw sixteen people suffer chemical burn injuries and three people left temporarily blinded.
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